

There were pent-up feelings. I was nineteen and I thought that storming out of Alaska on a mountain bike might solve all my problems. And, you know, if things had gone a little differently, maybe it would have. But from where I sit right now—the rec room at the Snake River Mental Health Center—it seems like it might be some time before I get to pick back up again.
*2026 storybottle co. short story contest winner*
2025 storybottle co. short story contest winner
Mike Light, who everyone calls retarded when teachers aren’t around, said Jimmy Smith liked Jillian McConnell.
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Jane Meyers said she wished Mike’s brother, Duane, had beat Jimmy up because Jimmy shouldn’t keep knocking on Mike’s helmet and screaming, “Who’s there? Who’s there?” It’s not nice. He has to wear that helmet. Not because he’s retarded. That’s different. The helmet is for something else.
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No one browses at the personality store
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They all come in, ask to see the black binder with rings so large it sits at an angle. They go through each page in the front room with the uncomfortable blue chair, pausing at every person they could be, and they try to look like they’re browsing but they never are.
















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